leaving me was the best thing
you ever did. you are still trying to find
and I'm living my truely reality as a valued lecherous in that charming, toxic nights of the caotic city.
high heels, keys sound giving me a beat.
and it pulls me in a bit.
the way to feel very well in this well is
to forget or be forgotten.
at the top after the bottom.
and then vice versa.
life like the flow of a rollercoaster.
her hair closes my eyes.
not a player, not a prayer either.
open wider.
foreplay, foreplay until the alarm goes off.
thor’s hammer on my heart
that no one has yet been able to lift.
