i read the monkeyhood's pulse on my palm lines

and i felt the reddest flood 

on all its curves

and felt the wildest flow 

rather than a greenish rainbow

i was nine years old

didn't know how to climb or jump anywhere, anywhere like warm bosoms or the trees that animals merrily call home

maybe there were bosoms that would make one feel at home,

merciful and wholly warm

maybe trees were sweet like a greenish rainbow

but now i know blood is an illusion