when he first touched me
I felt something
I had never felt before,
different than lust
different than affection
and
even stronger than love.
and when he touched an another
I felt something,
something I never thought
I would feel,
different than a heart-break
different than jealousy
and
even stronger than agony.
he keeps touching her now
and I am numb
like I have never been before.
but the good thing is
I can no longer feel
the heart-break
that was killing me.
